I decided to go back home. My financial situation urgently needs to be taken care of and I need to see my family. My flight is this coming Friday. It’s a strange feeling. After having been here so long, it will also be hard to say goodbye to the people I have come to appreciate so much, who have looked after me with so much dedication.
As for healing, my battle is undecided at this stage. I may come back here soon to finish what I started. It depends on how I can resolve things back home, and on my evaluation of the result of the treatment so far. I currently have more symptoms, but these may stem from some unavoidable stress due to my financial situation. And from stress due to the fact that I now have to accept that I’m not healed within the two months that I had secretly thought and hoped to be enough. After I come home, I’ll need some time to assess where I stand.
Several things are already sure though. I have seen much healing around me. I have experienced profound changes within myself. I have gained new insights. I have felt very connected to many people, in the clinic, back home, and via this blog. I have sensed intense power, gratitude and love.
To be continued.